Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Kurang ajar kau.
I know I promised myself no more hate-related post...tapi hati ni dah membara-bara sakit. Kalau tak lepaskan nanti jadi bom nuklear...lagi hebat dari gunung berapi.
I think aku berasa amat fragile nowadays sebab I know I'm going home in a few days and I have to leave my only supporting pillar and I oso know I have to deal with orang-orang yang I don't really fancy. Kalau kat sini, aku tak perlu tengok manusia tu kan, being here is an escape for everything.
Life is actually a wonder over here. Lantak lah korang nak cakap aku lupa daratan ke apa, but the truth is, I FOUND my daratan (ai kan separa mat sallehh...hahaha!). I enjoy my life over here, maybe jugak lah sebab utama is because Don is here, and secondly, kat sini I don't have to deal with kiasu people (most of the time lah).
I read Fena's latest entry and I couldn't agree more. Kenapa orang-orang kita amat kiasu ha? I mean I know lah kiasu people's everywhere, even kat sini pon ada jugak. But selama aku kat sini, tak pernah lah jugak aku experience excessive selfishness.
Like for example, kau tengah beratur, and you got caught on a conversation yang sangat interesting sampai tak sedar line dah kedepan, you don't see people actually potong your queue. They'd either keep quite (and most probably mumble something like "move people, move") or tap on your shoulder and ask you to go forward.
Kalau kat Malaysia...wah, every chance they've got, terus nak menyelit.
Tak dernye nak berbudi bahasa.
According to my reliable source, white people would just let shit pass them. Like when you're in a cab, and the cab driver's taking you off course, most white people would just keep quiet or whispering to each other "I think he took the wrong turn...yes he took the wrong turn" and never tell the cab driver until too late.
He kept on saying that's a bad thing, but imho, aku lagi rela orang macam tu. Hahahah. Because they would generally appear as "nice".
In Fena's entry, masa dia tengah pilih barang, tetiba je ada tangan terselit and sebok pilih barang jugak. And when you look at that person, dia akan buat muka toya macam "why are you looking at me".
What the hell.
I'm not looking at you, I'm looking at YOUR STUPIDITY.
How RUDE!
I could understand lah her position masa tu, she even said she was taken aback, terkejut gila on her rudeness sampai tak terkata. I would too. But over the years, I've learned that these type of people cannot di biarkan.
I feel like if we don't say anything, they'd keep on doing that as if whatever that they're doing is right. So thats why I've changed myself...to be more vocal. What? Bukannya aku mencarut depan dia, I'd put it on my best manner as possible.
I would tell them nicely.
And most of them would be taken aback jugak. Like "what? did she just tell me to line up?". Seriously!
Most of the people yg aku tegur, they'd be so shocked sebab agaknya dia tak sangka ada orang tegur dia kot, and usually they'd say "sori sori" and line up kat belakang. Or some would just keep quiet and walk away sebab malu kot.
Tak pernah lah pulak tiba-tiba dia buat tantrum menjawab balik cakap "suka hati aku lah dogol".
IF lah aku dapat manusia yang menjawab balik...aduh, that's gonna be a hard one..sebab my words are faster than the speed of light...and my fist is faster oso.
Hahah...
Bayangkan makcik kurang ajar tu kena tumbuk sambil di maki.
Wah.
Mengganasssss.
Oklah, nak tidur. Makanan Mexican tadi membuatkan aku terjaga dari tidur utk memberak.
I think aku berasa amat fragile nowadays sebab I know I'm going home in a few days and I have to leave my only supporting pillar and I oso know I have to deal with orang-orang yang I don't really fancy. Kalau kat sini, aku tak perlu tengok manusia tu kan, being here is an escape for everything.
Life is actually a wonder over here. Lantak lah korang nak cakap aku lupa daratan ke apa, but the truth is, I FOUND my daratan (ai kan separa mat sallehh...hahaha!). I enjoy my life over here, maybe jugak lah sebab utama is because Don is here, and secondly, kat sini I don't have to deal with kiasu people (most of the time lah).
I read Fena's latest entry and I couldn't agree more. Kenapa orang-orang kita amat kiasu ha? I mean I know lah kiasu people's everywhere, even kat sini pon ada jugak. But selama aku kat sini, tak pernah lah jugak aku experience excessive selfishness.
Like for example, kau tengah beratur, and you got caught on a conversation yang sangat interesting sampai tak sedar line dah kedepan, you don't see people actually potong your queue. They'd either keep quite (and most probably mumble something like "move people, move") or tap on your shoulder and ask you to go forward.
Kalau kat Malaysia...wah, every chance they've got, terus nak menyelit.
Tak dernye nak berbudi bahasa.
According to my reliable source, white people would just let shit pass them. Like when you're in a cab, and the cab driver's taking you off course, most white people would just keep quiet or whispering to each other "I think he took the wrong turn...yes he took the wrong turn" and never tell the cab driver until too late.
He kept on saying that's a bad thing, but imho, aku lagi rela orang macam tu. Hahahah. Because they would generally appear as "nice".
In Fena's entry, masa dia tengah pilih barang, tetiba je ada tangan terselit and sebok pilih barang jugak. And when you look at that person, dia akan buat muka toya macam "why are you looking at me".
What the hell.
I'm not looking at you, I'm looking at YOUR STUPIDITY.
How RUDE!
I could understand lah her position masa tu, she even said she was taken aback, terkejut gila on her rudeness sampai tak terkata. I would too. But over the years, I've learned that these type of people cannot di biarkan.
I feel like if we don't say anything, they'd keep on doing that as if whatever that they're doing is right. So thats why I've changed myself...to be more vocal. What? Bukannya aku mencarut depan dia, I'd put it on my best manner as possible.
I would tell them nicely.
And most of them would be taken aback jugak. Like "what? did she just tell me to line up?". Seriously!
Most of the people yg aku tegur, they'd be so shocked sebab agaknya dia tak sangka ada orang tegur dia kot, and usually they'd say "sori sori" and line up kat belakang. Or some would just keep quiet and walk away sebab malu kot.
Tak pernah lah pulak tiba-tiba dia buat tantrum menjawab balik cakap "suka hati aku lah dogol".
IF lah aku dapat manusia yang menjawab balik...aduh, that's gonna be a hard one..sebab my words are faster than the speed of light...and my fist is faster oso.
Hahah...
Bayangkan makcik kurang ajar tu kena tumbuk sambil di maki.
Wah.
Mengganasssss.
Oklah, nak tidur. Makanan Mexican tadi membuatkan aku terjaga dari tidur utk memberak.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
CARBONATED BOREDOM: Rises
P/s: he used to do this when he was a kid. Haha. Logik tak bertempat.
p/ss: I'm sick and tired of kusut masai punya entries, balik balik cakap pasal aku tak suka itu lah ini. Baik aku tepek komik yang menggembirakan hati kan! Lagi bagus.
Sekian.
Hoi
Kau ni macam budak-budaklah.
You don't need to cakap berkias-kias or bisik-bisik kat orang lain yang you don't like me. Say it to my face.
Though I'm younger than you but I KNOW I act more mature dari kau.
I'm not gonna tempeleng you or hate you just because kau tak suka aku. Suka hati kau lah nak suka siapa ke tak, kan? I respect your decision.
But how the fuck are you going to expect me to respect YOU AS A PERSON if you don't even have the decency to TELL ME that yourself?!
I know it's a bit too much lah kalau aku mintak tanya WHY, dah nak cakap "i don't like you" tu pon pengecut telor.
I'm not your family member, nor close friend, so buat apa kau nak segan-segan nak kasi tau? It's not like you're going to see me every goddamn day of your fucking life pon.
I enjoy talking to you pon sebab based from your writings, you seemed like an open person, you hardly ever hide your feelings, if you don't like something, you'd voice it out. Tapi kenapa bab macam ni you appear to be such a cowardly little pussy?
Aku bukan jenis manusia yang tutup telinga tanak dengar orang talk bad pasal aku, I actually want to know WHY diorg tak suka aku, so I can fix myself. I take constructive criticism as a fucking compliment.
Seriously, grow the fuck up lah.
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One more thing, ada sorang ni, dalam blog dia, ada hati dia kasi komen pasal layout blog-blog orang lain. Siap cakap "I think you should tukar your blog template lah...pening aku baca.."
How much of a fucking hypocrite can you be?
Have you seen YOUR OWN fucking template?
WHITE FONT DON'T GO WELL WITH RED BACKGROUND.
Dumb shit.
I don't care lah kau nak bragging pasal itu ini, cakap pasal itu ini, tapi kalau siap nak kasi nasihat kat orang pasal benda yang YOU'RE DOING THE SAME THING, baik tak payah. Sila cermin sikit diri tu sendiri.
You make me sick. Your narcissicm, double standard and your addiction to ass-kissers are so pathetic.
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People can be too taksub with fame and glamor over a fucking blog. A FUCKING PERSONAL BLOG.
It's becoming such a sickening phenomenon di Asia Tenggara. That's whats funny about it, when you talk about "popular blogs" OUTSIDE of Malaysia/Singapore, you'd pointed to Gizmodo, TechCrunch, or Mashable. Heck even Perez Hilton.
See the similarities between OUR definition of 'popular blog' and theirs?
THERE ARE NONE.
You don't need to cakap berkias-kias or bisik-bisik kat orang lain yang you don't like me. Say it to my face.
Though I'm younger than you but I KNOW I act more mature dari kau.
I'm not gonna tempeleng you or hate you just because kau tak suka aku. Suka hati kau lah nak suka siapa ke tak, kan? I respect your decision.
But how the fuck are you going to expect me to respect YOU AS A PERSON if you don't even have the decency to TELL ME that yourself?!
I know it's a bit too much lah kalau aku mintak tanya WHY, dah nak cakap "i don't like you" tu pon pengecut telor.
I'm not your family member, nor close friend, so buat apa kau nak segan-segan nak kasi tau? It's not like you're going to see me every goddamn day of your fucking life pon.
I enjoy talking to you pon sebab based from your writings, you seemed like an open person, you hardly ever hide your feelings, if you don't like something, you'd voice it out. Tapi kenapa bab macam ni you appear to be such a cowardly little pussy?
Aku bukan jenis manusia yang tutup telinga tanak dengar orang talk bad pasal aku, I actually want to know WHY diorg tak suka aku, so I can fix myself. I take constructive criticism as a fucking compliment.
Seriously, grow the fuck up lah.
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One more thing, ada sorang ni, dalam blog dia, ada hati dia kasi komen pasal layout blog-blog orang lain. Siap cakap "I think you should tukar your blog template lah...pening aku baca.."
How much of a fucking hypocrite can you be?
Have you seen YOUR OWN fucking template?
WHITE FONT DON'T GO WELL WITH RED BACKGROUND.
Dumb shit.
I don't care lah kau nak bragging pasal itu ini, cakap pasal itu ini, tapi kalau siap nak kasi nasihat kat orang pasal benda yang YOU'RE DOING THE SAME THING, baik tak payah. Sila cermin sikit diri tu sendiri.
You make me sick. Your narcissicm, double standard and your addiction to ass-kissers are so pathetic.
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People can be too taksub with fame and glamor over a fucking blog. A FUCKING PERSONAL BLOG.
It's becoming such a sickening phenomenon di Asia Tenggara. That's whats funny about it, when you talk about "popular blogs" OUTSIDE of Malaysia/Singapore, you'd pointed to Gizmodo, TechCrunch, or Mashable. Heck even Perez Hilton.
See the similarities between OUR definition of 'popular blog' and theirs?
THERE ARE NONE.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Half Way To 50.
Dear stubby big-eared librarian-looking Asian girl,
(hambik kau, terpangpang muka aku besar besar haa...tak sedar muka sebesar tilam..agakknya kalau aku kurus, mesti gambar tu hanya separuh page je kan (haha, tak logik)
It's my first time celebrating my birthday outside of Malaysia, and it's the second time I celebrated it with my very own monyet kesayangan.
Mom and I had an early birthday "surprise" celebration (though it wasn't really a surprise, sebab si monyet tu tak boleh keep a secret from me). She took me to Concord Mills and went shopping..without the monyet cause we know he's gonna bitch to go home if tags along.
Anyway! Since we couldn't find my awesomeness boots, I settled for these.....
Wait, what?
WHAT?
SAY WHAT?????????
OHHHHH
HARUMNYA BAU AWAK.
AI TERPIKAT.
Hahaha...
Omg, these three things are super wangi I tell you. Tho I kinda regret that I should have picked the shower gel instead of Body lotion (cause I oredi got the body cream kan), but doesn't matter lah. It smells sooooooooooo goood. Like kalau pakai, I'm sure jantan-jantan lain boleh jatuh terpikat.
Kalah nasi kangkang.
hahah..
Ok ew, comparison yang keji.
Now I can skip showers and dab on body lotion and spray some mist!! LEPAS ITU SAYA AKAN BERBAU HARUM SEPANJANG MASA.
Haaaahaaa.
Oh wait, THERE'S MORE!!
(My hair looks super silky and soft ah. Efek camera ke ni??)
Aww...and he made this moist chocolate cake for me.
HOW SWEET IS THAT!
Ok well, I can explain WHY the cake looks like that..haha..we both laughed when he finally finished the cake deco and the 'icing' melted!!
It wasn't really an icing, it was cookies topping, sebab tu it's so soft and wouldn't harden.
Also, the candles are so cheap, they melted in 1 minute. Hahahah..
It was soooo fricking hilarious!!!
He was like "Hurry! HURRY! The cake's melting! Take a picture now!"
Kelam kabut okkk.
Bersiap sedia sebelum menyerang (menyerang kah?) cinema.
It was a cold rainy day today. Adakah itu bermaksud aku seorang yang cold hearted?? Eh, macam nature cuba kasitau aku suruh jadi "sunny dan ceria selalu" pulak...haha.
Don and I were supposed to bake cinnamon buns tonight together gether (he was gonna teach me, almaklumlah, saya ni kan ratu terkangkang, nak masak, baking ke tolak tepi), tapi sesi shopping sakan petang tadi wore us off.
Tomorrow we're going to makan dinner with Anna di Mexican restaurant yang aku suka!
Soka! Soka!
The next day we're going to apa tah nama kedai tu sebab Melody nak belikan kasut.
Wah, am I a celebrity or whatt??? Semua orang nak bersantai bersama selebriti.
Nak otograph?? Can can...hahahahahhaha
Oleh disebabkan ini adalah entry birthday saya, so I'm allowed to be jiwang, dan jikalau anda tak suka....padan muka kah kah kah!
Thank you for the cake, the thoughts, the movie, the jalan-jalan, the pumpkin experience, the perfect day..I LOVE YOU LAH BUSUK.