Wednesday, March 4, 2015

DOODLE: Tetek sedap

I was checking my traffic sources here on my blogger dashboard and I found something that really, really, reaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy caught my attention


whoever googled this and stumbled onto my blog, syabasssssssssss saya ucapkan!!!

Today is your lucky day!!!

Anda telah menangi hadiah yang amat bertuah!!


.....ialah gambar tetek Alia yg sedap!!!!!


You deserve this!!!!

Just so that your visit here won't be a complete waste of time!!

Sedap tak teteks iol????

Berlemak, manis dan sangat gebu!!!


LOVE: Part 1

Tuesday, March 3, 2015


Hari ni we found out that SIL & BILs little puppy had died.

When Don told me the news, macam tak percaya, sebab she was super active.

I never had any real pets that I really cared about before (sebab I'm too lazy untuk clean after them haha)
I've had some cats, but cats are just super lazy, not interactive, and not loyal.

Throughout all of my life, we only had 2 cats. Itu pun sebab my brother yg beriya-iya nak jaga.

First cat was named Tommy, an orange tabby.
My bro found him as a newborn kitten and begged my parents to keep him.
Tommy was named after Tommy from Power Rangers because my brother was into them when he was a kid.
He fed him, bathed him, cleaned him.
Uish, My brother was only 6 kot masa tu?
Bagus betul adik aku ni. Kakak dia je yg pemalas hahaha

Anyway, Tommy was ganas nak mati. Suka cakar.
Bila kitaorg duduk kat couch, dia suka cakar kaki.
I hated that cat.
One day he wandered around and got lost, and so that was it.

Bye bye Tommy.

Hati gembira sebab now I can sit on the fricking couch without having to worry about my feet being scratched.

A couple of months later (or maybe years kot? Ntah lupa)
We found another cat.
Actually, our then-maid yg jumpa.
He was a black tabby.
He had a super soft fur.
We've decided to keep him (after we begged our parents of course)

I was in high school this time.
So I was a bit more responsible lah.

We named him Blackie (huh, creativenya nama HAHA)
Blackie was very manja. Every morning when I was waiting for my school bus (bas sekolah sampai rumah pukul 6am -- gila tak?!?) Blackie was there to accompanying me.
He loved to lick my face, though I hated it sebab cats tongues are But I just let him do that.

A couple of months later, he disappeared too.

I was sad, but not too sad, sebab dunno lah, I never really bonded with him.
Plus, kucing ni very....laid back. I dunno how to say lah, but very boring lah.

Macam bela ikan dalam aquarium.
Nothing interesting

Maybe your cats lain, but mine certainly were not "best friend" material.

But maybe kalau any of our cats die, maybe I'll feel differently.

And then I came here.
Yadda yadda yadda, to cut the story short, SIL found an abandoned puppy.
It was during one of those cold nights.
So dia tak sampai hati nak biarkan puppy tu kesejukkan keseorangan outside of their house.
She welcomed her in.

It was only about 2-3 months ago kot?

That puppy was super active!!

Bila kitaorg datang je, she was super excited and wagging her tail and all.
Obedient too.

That's one thing about dogs, they are very obedient.
All you have to do is train them.

She already knew "sit" "lay down" and "shake"

Overall, dia nampak healthy.

until a couple of days ago. They said dia muntah and didn't want to eat.

She died today.
In their bathroom.

Sedih tau.

Walaupun aku kadang kadang annoyed jugak dgn puppy tu sebab she wouldn't sit still, asyik nak suruh orang pet dia, tapi hearing this news really made me sad.

She was a companion.
Macam kawan/anak.

No wonder la ppl always say "dog is a man's best friend"
Because dah mcm another part of your family member.

Anyone who has a dog can relate.

Anyway, at least she had a nice warm place where she was loved and taken care of, albeit short.

Rest well little Pandora. 

Monday, March 2, 2015

Depressing Monday

Hari ni received another letter from USCIS (United States Citizenship and Immigration Services) saying that my case doesn't need to be interviewed, but ada delay 6 months.

Depressing sangat.

:( :( :( :(

I mean they said "potentially interview waiver".
But right now it seems that I DON'T MIND having to be interviewed!!!

Kalau kena interview, sure. leceh sebab nak kena jawab soalan bagai, nak tunjuk evidence bagai, tapi at least tak de la sampai dragging berbulan-bulan!!

I've read that some people who received the same letter said their cases have been on halt for a year or so!

But ada jugak yg after they received the letter, they received their green card in the mail a couple of weeks later!

Aku tak paham!

Nampaknya either way boleh. It's either you get lucky and receive your green card earlier than that 6 months period, or you'll have to wait to get your stupid green card.

It seems that this letter is their "safety net" kalau ada case yg delay lama.

In the meantime, nasib baik this delay only applies to the green card itself (permanent residence card btw in case you didn't know) and doesn't apply to my work permit and my Advanced Parole (which allows me to go out from the country without a visa)

Tapi still.....:(


I know that most of you won't understand apa aku merepek ni.
But just understand this:

Aku sangat depressed!!


Did you know that I've been doing this stupid green card thingy sejak 2012?

Gila kau, 2 tahun tak settle settle lagi.
And now coming onto 3 years!!

I've spent most of my time, energy and money on this thing.

I don't think I've talked about my visa process here in my own blog..
Maybe sebab selalunya it's a dread topic (for me) to talk about

The process is very tedious.
Banyak paperwork (duh)

I remember masa nak dapat visa untuk masuk US, I had to go for an interview kat US Embassy in KL, and banyak pulak kena tanya.

How did I meet Don
When did I meet Don
How many siblings does Don have
Have you met his parents
Have he met yours

yadda yadda yadda

Berpeluh tetek gua!

Before pergi interview tu, ada medical test.
Cucuk sana cucuk sini.

Dah dapat visa, masuk US, kena pergi medical test lagi!
Cucuk sekali lagi.
Nasib baik free (sebab medical here is super expensive if you don't have an insurance)

Ni, since I received this love letter, takkan nak kena buat medical lagi?!?!

Bangang bin bangang.

Jangan cakap la.
Nak file sekeping kertas application je dah $400
Biometrics $85
Medical $100
Nak tukar my status from an "alien" to permanent resident $1010

Ni tak termasuk harga utk remeh temeh lagi

Also, all in USD. Mana aci Ringgit Malaysia.

Makin lama duit dalam bank makin depleted.

Paling anti bila orang asyik tanya "bila nak balik malaysia"

or "tak rindu Malaysia keeee"

or "balik la Malaysiaa"

Like dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Kau nak sponsor tiket ke???

Apa kau ingat sebab aku duduk oversea, automatically jadi kaya raya sapu bontot guna duit?

Aku rasa miskin sekarang (chewah, bajet kenkonon masa kat Malaysia kaya ler tu)

Tapi nasib baik delay ni tak efek permit kerja uols. Kalau tak, maunya aku meraung depan mailbox tu. Hahahaa

So I can work WHILE waiting for my green card.


Payahnya pindah Amerikah.

Aku tengok member member aku yg pindah Europe and Australia, mcm simple je process. Tak de pun redtapes bagai.

I mean sure lah mesti tedious jugak process, sebab all migrations mmg leceh, tapi tak de pon isu delay ke apa!


Haih. Ok la.
Malas nak fikir panjang panjang.

Lagi aku fikir, lagi panjang aku type.
Bukannya boleh expedite the process pun.

Ok bai.

Nak pergi nangis syahdu on Don's shoulders.


Weather kat sini mcm tahik.
Semalam sejuk nak mampos, sejuk sampai menusuk tulang
Hari ni, panas gilos. 
Ok lah, tak der la sampai 40C, tapi dlm 20-25C mcm tu 

It's March so spring is coming!
I know I'm gonna miss this winter 
Cause it's the first winter since I got here, and secondly, mak walrus ni memang berdarah sejukkk, I need cold weathaa to keeps me sane. 


It's one thing la over here in the south, kalau winter tu tak de sejuk mana pun. I mean yeah it's still cold, but tak de la miserable

......or maybe tak miserable sebab cinta hati sentiasa ada di sebelah??


Good point Alia.
Good point.

Ok Alia is saikosis. Suka ber-monolog. 
Yer la, I don't actually have any script of what to write.
I usually just write what I'm thinking as I'm typing it. 

Sebab tu selalunya kalau nak cerita, memang tak der jalan cerita.
Semua tunggang langgang.

Memang kenot be a writer la mcm ni.

Anyway, tadi I was browsing pictures on my PC untuk tepek here, cause we all know you guys don't read :p 
and I found this instead.

I mean I know some of you yg added/followed me on FB may have probably read about this, but I'm gonna tepek it anyway! 

Sesiapa yg ada me on your list would know that I'm not the quiet type...I speak my mind just like I do here on my blog. And if I see something so stupid going on my newsfeed, I'd write about it. 

Sebab tu aku rasa ramai tak suka aku...... Hahahahaha
Eh lantak la, your loss.

Anyway, ni time Christmas hari tu, When stupid religious people in Malaysia was in the limelight again....

I wrote this on my status:

Pastu muncul la this status on my newsfeed...:

I'm also not the type yg duduk diam bila orang talk about me. 

Aku rasa dia butthurt sebab when I called these people "idiots", dia terasa sebab dia pun tergolong dalam golongan yg sama! 

I mean that's the only way to justify the reason why she was being so fucking defensive!

I mean I have every reason to call these people idiots sebab org org mcm ni la yg kononnya paling alim warak sampai common sense pun no longer works.

Christians tak de masa la nak dok convert Muslims.
Yahudi also tak de masa la nak dok gulingkan Muslims. 

They have other things to worry and be concerned about.

Only Muslims je yg sebok dok fikir macam mana nak convert non-Muslims. 
So they automatically think others are doing the same?!

Melayu ni mmg perasan diri bagus that everybody is out to convert or gulingkan bangsa Melayu Islam ni.

Anyway, back to her, I had to remove her walaupun she's family, sebab she attacked me personally when she questioned my religious morality on whether I perform my prayers or if I know the direction of the qibla or do I know how to recite shahadah (my friend pointed out that she spelled "2 kali masyahadah instead LOL - oh the irony!! so much win there).

It was also very offensive when she and her friend called out that I'm still a "child" because they assumed that I didn't know why Christmas is celebrated. 

Based from my arguments and the way I presented my points across, I don't know who in the right mind would think that I'm uneducated???? unless if she was talking about herself, then yes! 

Her arguments were baseless, context-less and she even contradicted herself in just one sentence (can celebrate Christmas but can't because there's a church and a bible??)

Aku tak paham tang ni....apa kena mengena church and bible?

I hope she's not one of those people yg fikir just because you've stepped in into a church or touched a bible you're automatically a Christian!!!

.....wait, I think she's definitely this type of a person!!!


Oh God.

Ketawa sampai meleleh air mata.

Okok ok.

I know I'm being mean.

Anyway, I had to remove her cause people like these are unwarranted and dangerous to the society. They'd uncritically accept whatever unreasonable dogmatic ideas that come to them. As long as ada "Islam" or "Muslim", main ikut je.

I don't keep sampah macam ni in my list.