Thursday, January 10, 2013

Random drawings of the week

I drew all these at work. Productive kan. Hahahahhahaha!

Anyway I'm posting these because I have no idea on what to write and also because I'm testing Blogger app ni via my phone.

Canggih weh. Aku tengah berak pon boleh blog.

Hahahahhahahah

Friday, January 4, 2013

COMIC: Apak went to a mamak restaurant and my brother called asking him to buy a Maxis top-up















It is obvious that apak has never bought top-ups before and has no idea how the purchasing works.

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Video/Audio: I've downloaded a karaoke app on my iPad, and this is what happens when you have a crazy partner! You oso turn crazy!







Poker face - Vote for my rendition!
HAHAHAHHAAHHA YES. We're crazy liddat. Please ignore my super sucky version of Gaga's rap. I was trying hard not to snort from laughter! (alah, alasan, sebenarnya memang tak pandai nyanyi Hahahaa!)



"This is for all the ladies" - Don M.

COMIC: Balasan mengacau orang tengah kerja






































































Hoi! Balas dendam!

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Don... Y U SO FAR?!?! (entry panjang berjela, dan tak de gambar. Kalau tanak baca, tak payah la klik)

I know I've been lacking in the drawing department. Malas lah nak lukis. Walaupon lah lukisan macam tahi kerbau.

I know I haven't been updating about how I *truly* feel.
Because I know people only want to see pictures, or read comics. Lite lite reading je. I know cause I'm liddat oso.

But this is still a blog, di mana I luahkan isi hati jantung hempedu. I have no where to mengadu.
I don't need to mengadu pon, I just need somewhere I could vent.

Sigh.

I'm very tired. 

The truth is, I'm tired of carving a smile every time someone mentions LDR. I know I know, I've been in one for ages, I should be a professional LDR practitioner or something.

I give out advices on LDR all the time, but how often do people walk the talk?

I've tried, I'm trying and I will try to stay upbeat on everything, stay positive on life, tapi.......

They say time will heal. Cliche benor, idok nye heal heal pon.
Lagi sakit ada lah.

My heart is slowly breaking. Knowing that we're still half across the world from each other. Even after 10 years....

Selalunya kalau dah 10 tahun dalam relationship, orang dah beranak pinak anak 9 dah. Setiap tahun process sorang anak... haha.
Aku ni, still struggling in settling my life.

I want to buy a house, I want to buy my own car, I want to start a family, tapi I can't.
Not here.
Not yet.

I'm putting my life on halt, for 10 years.

I've received countless of comments, cakap "tu la, tak de orang Melayu/Malaysia dah ke" "sapa suruh cari jauh jauh", etc.

We fell in love.

I don't know how it happened, it just did.
He could have been living anywhere, and I'd still have fallen in love with him.
It's just an unfortunate thing that he lives across the world.

:(

People have doubted our relationship.
Even my own family members.

It hurts to think that my own blood pon pernah fikir we wouldn't last.
At times like this lah I need your support.

Tapi alhamdulillah, they've finally realized that he's not going anywhere.

But there are times when they jokingly want to play cupid, matchmaking me with some random dude, yang usually anak kepada kawan diorg or something.

I know lah they're only joking, so I'd usually laugh along and say no.
But do they know that deep inside, my heart is breaking, knowing that my family subtlety still thinks that he's not good for me? Walaupon lah it's just a joke....it still shows that there's that slightest bit of doubt still exists.

Maybelah because it seems that he's not here for me, where in fact, dia lah orang yang pertama who wishes me good morning, and the last person who wishes me good night.

But diorg tak nampak tu.
They can only see what's being shown in front of them.
.....the non-existence of his physical being.

Tapi tak pe la, I know they mean well, they don't want me to be left heartbroken if things doesn't work out.

If he wants to walk out on me, he would have done that 10 years ago.

Tapi tak tau la jugak kan, kot kot dia sengaja tunggu sampai 10 tahun semata mata nak dump me, point and laugh at me while saying "HAHA BITCH I'VE PLAYED YOU ALL ALONG".

Itu bukan manusia dah, itu kejam tahap datuk setan. Haha

haha ok lawak tak lawak di kala hati duka.

Anyway, point nya, aku tengah berhati kaca sekarang ni. Rasa nak mengobak kat dlm opis ni, tapi nanti hilang lah macho ai kan...haha.


Selalunya, aku je yang kasi tips untuk survive LDR kan, tapi this time, I'm asking to you my fellow friends, do you know how to mend a broken heart?

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Wordless Wednesday: This is how we roll

 Ok tipu, tak de la wordless mana pon. Saja nak rasa jadi macho kejap bila blog bertitle "Wordless Wednesday".

Haha.

Anyway, tengah tengah bajet bizi on a Wednesday morning in the office...muncul la chatbox monyet ni.



Yang meghoh tu terpaksa di censored kan. Kalau tak mesti korang menggeletis kegelian. Hahahahahsjahsajshash


 I know.
We're so cool liddat.

/SMUG






 How much do I love this guy?
A LOT AND LOTS!




Ok tu je. Bai.

Haha, entry malas.

Monday, December 31, 2012

Video: You're my hero!









Hahahaha. Video random yang di record oleh yours truly.

It was 2 in the morning on a very cold night. Tetiba pulak lah binatang tu ada. Aku ni memang penakut sikit (eh, sikit ke?) I really don't like bugs, snakes, frogs, apa apa yg lembik lembik dan warna coklat/hitam.

Hahaha

Untung ada lelaki tinggi boleh capai siling. Kalau nak harapkan aku? Aku spray satu bilik dengan sampai habis sebotol. Haha

So anyway, saya nak menyelebrate 2013 bersama lelaki di dalam video itu!

Nite nite pipol.

kiss kiss.