Kau ni macam budak-budaklah.
You don't need to cakap berkias-kias or bisik-bisik kat orang lain yang you don't like me. Say it to my face.
Though I'm younger than you but I KNOW I act more mature dari kau.
I'm not gonna tempeleng you or hate you just because kau tak suka aku. Suka hati kau lah nak suka siapa ke tak, kan? I respect your decision.
But how the fuck are you going to expect me to respect YOU AS A PERSON if you don't even have the decency to TELL ME that yourself?!
I know it's a bit too much lah kalau aku mintak tanya WHY, dah nak cakap "i don't like you" tu pon pengecut telor.
I'm not your family member, nor close friend, so buat apa kau nak segan-segan nak kasi tau? It's not like you're going to see me every goddamn day of your fucking life pon.
I enjoy talking to you pon sebab based from your writings, you seemed like an open person, you hardly ever hide your feelings, if you don't like something, you'd voice it out. Tapi kenapa bab macam ni you appear to be such a cowardly little pussy?
Aku bukan jenis manusia yang tutup telinga tanak dengar orang talk bad pasal aku, I actually want to know WHY diorg tak suka aku, so I can fix myself. I take constructive criticism as a fucking compliment.
Seriously, grow the fuck up lah.
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One more thing, ada sorang ni, dalam blog dia, ada hati dia kasi komen pasal layout blog-blog orang lain. Siap cakap "I think you should tukar your blog template lah...pening aku baca.."
How much of a fucking hypocrite can you be?
Have you seen YOUR OWN fucking template?
WHITE FONT DON'T GO WELL WITH RED BACKGROUND.
Dumb shit.
I don't care lah kau nak bragging pasal itu ini, cakap pasal itu ini, tapi kalau siap nak kasi nasihat kat orang pasal benda yang YOU'RE DOING THE SAME THING, baik tak payah. Sila cermin sikit diri tu sendiri.
You make me sick. Your narcissicm, double standard and your addiction to ass-kissers are so pathetic.
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People can be too taksub with fame and glamor over a fucking blog. A FUCKING PERSONAL BLOG.
It's becoming such a sickening phenomenon di Asia Tenggara. That's whats funny about it, when you talk about "popular blogs" OUTSIDE of Malaysia/Singapore, you'd pointed to Gizmodo, TechCrunch, or Mashable. Heck even Perez Hilton.
See the similarities between OUR definition of 'popular blog' and theirs?
THERE ARE NONE.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Half Way To 50.
Dear stubby big-eared librarian-looking Asian girl,
(hambik kau, terpangpang muka aku besar besar haa...tak sedar muka sebesar tilam..agakknya kalau aku kurus, mesti gambar tu hanya separuh page je kan (haha, tak logik)
It's my first time celebrating my birthday outside of Malaysia, and it's the second time I celebrated it with my very own monyet kesayangan.
Mom and I had an early birthday "surprise" celebration (though it wasn't really a surprise, sebab si monyet tu tak boleh keep a secret from me). She took me to Concord Mills and went shopping..without the monyet cause we know he's gonna bitch to go home if tags along.
Anyway! Since we couldn't find my awesomeness boots, I settled for these.....
Wait, what?
WHAT?
SAY WHAT?????????
OHHHHH
HARUMNYA BAU AWAK.
AI TERPIKAT.
Hahaha...
Omg, these three things are super wangi I tell you. Tho I kinda regret that I should have picked the shower gel instead of Body lotion (cause I oredi got the body cream kan), but doesn't matter lah. It smells sooooooooooo goood. Like kalau pakai, I'm sure jantan-jantan lain boleh jatuh terpikat.
Kalah nasi kangkang.
hahah..
Ok ew, comparison yang keji.
Now I can skip showers and dab on body lotion and spray some mist!! LEPAS ITU SAYA AKAN BERBAU HARUM SEPANJANG MASA.
Haaaahaaa.
Oh wait, THERE'S MORE!!
(My hair looks super silky and soft ah. Efek camera ke ni??)
Aww...and he made this moist chocolate cake for me.
HOW SWEET IS THAT!
Ok well, I can explain WHY the cake looks like that..haha..we both laughed when he finally finished the cake deco and the 'icing' melted!!
It wasn't really an icing, it was cookies topping, sebab tu it's so soft and wouldn't harden.
Also, the candles are so cheap, they melted in 1 minute. Hahahah..
It was soooo fricking hilarious!!!
He was like "Hurry! HURRY! The cake's melting! Take a picture now!"
Kelam kabut okkk.
Bersiap sedia sebelum menyerang (menyerang kah?) cinema.
It was a cold rainy day today. Adakah itu bermaksud aku seorang yang cold hearted?? Eh, macam nature cuba kasitau aku suruh jadi "sunny dan ceria selalu" pulak...haha.
Don and I were supposed to bake cinnamon buns tonight together gether (he was gonna teach me, almaklumlah, saya ni kan ratu terkangkang, nak masak, baking ke tolak tepi), tapi sesi shopping sakan petang tadi wore us off.
Tomorrow we're going to makan dinner with Anna di Mexican restaurant yang aku suka!
Soka! Soka!
The next day we're going to apa tah nama kedai tu sebab Melody nak belikan kasut.
Wah, am I a celebrity or whatt??? Semua orang nak bersantai bersama selebriti.
Nak otograph?? Can can...hahahahahhaha
Oleh disebabkan ini adalah entry birthday saya, so I'm allowed to be jiwang, dan jikalau anda tak suka....padan muka kah kah kah!
Thank you for the cake, the thoughts, the movie, the jalan-jalan, the pumpkin experience, the perfect day..I LOVE YOU LAH BUSUK.
Women and Blogging
I admit that I'm not a very friendly person, tho I can be quite chatty at times, tapi tengok masa lah jugak. I usually don't approach people, cuma yang sedihnya, if I don't approach, memang tak der orang nak approach aku dulu. Sebab aku mengeluarkan aura-aura sombong kot. Haha
Or maybe they're thinking "holy shit, it's Alia, she's like the greatest person EVER. She's so electrifying! My legs are frozen out of amazement."
Hahahahahaha
So anyway, I know this sounds so 'wtf', but I seriously don't know how to be "friendly" online. Gila tak? Online lah paling senang nak bikin member. I don't know how to sapa-menyapa people when they're online and I admit, I don't bother to tanya khabar. Haha. gila sombong.
I mean don't get me wrong lah, if you message me, I'll reply lah, tak der lah aku nak menyombong cakap "what the hell do you want" kan. Tu sumpah nak kena baling batu kat muka. But I don't know how to flourish my online acquaintances status. I'm not the type yang suka jaga tepi kain orang, hari hari tanya hari ni makan apa, buat apa, pergi mana.
Sebab tu jugaklah I don't go around and terjah blog-blog orang selain daripada those blogs yang I'm familiar with.
Maybe jugak aku menyampah baca blog-blog yang suka kutuk mengutuk, penuh dengan hasutan dan pilih kasih, blog cium bontot, rivalry sana sini, blog siapa paling famous, blog puji diri sendiri sebab ramai pengikut, blog menunjuk-nunjuk secara excessive, blog perasan bagus.
Wah, banyak sebenarnya jenis-jenis blog ni.
I miss the old blogging days di mana blog is just a blog. An online diary where you jot your thoughts down. It's not about competition, it's not about followers, fame nor money. And it's definitely not about putting your fellow comrades down.
I'm a blogger veteran, tho it's a self-proclaim title, but I've been blogging since 2002 and there wasn't even a 'blogosphere'!
I mean people/strangers didn't even read your blog, so anonymous fuckers tak wujud lah. And even if they did, they usually just shrugged it off "oh, it's just an online journal".
But now, it's like a competition, saya beli barang ni harga 3000 ribu, awak mampu? kinda deal.
Now it's about aku banyak followers serta comments, anda ada berapa? saya sangatlah femes, awak jeles? Sila tengok daily hits saya, beribu raban.
Now it's about dengki sesama blogmates, tulis entries khas untuk si polan, digging through their archives, kutuk sana sini.
Oh please.
The innocence of plain ol blogging has been tainted.
Nowadays, blogging world penuh dengan drama.
Oh wait, it's written by women.
Women LOVES drama.
(statement penuh ikhlas)
I mean I seriously don't give a fuck lah kalau diorg nak tulis pasal kehidupan seharian (cause that's what I write and draw about basically), tapi kalau dah sesi kutuk mengutuk, jealous sana sini apahal?
Blogosphere has turned into another spanish soap opera. As if you're spitting shit outta your ass.
Or maybe they're thinking "holy shit, it's Alia, she's like the greatest person EVER. She's so electrifying! My legs are frozen out of amazement."
Hahahahahaha
So anyway, I know this sounds so 'wtf', but I seriously don't know how to be "friendly" online. Gila tak? Online lah paling senang nak bikin member. I don't know how to sapa-menyapa people when they're online and I admit, I don't bother to tanya khabar. Haha. gila sombong.
I mean don't get me wrong lah, if you message me, I'll reply lah, tak der lah aku nak menyombong cakap "what the hell do you want" kan. Tu sumpah nak kena baling batu kat muka. But I don't know how to flourish my online acquaintances status. I'm not the type yang suka jaga tepi kain orang, hari hari tanya hari ni makan apa, buat apa, pergi mana.
Sebab tu jugaklah I don't go around and terjah blog-blog orang selain daripada those blogs yang I'm familiar with.
Maybe jugak aku menyampah baca blog-blog yang suka kutuk mengutuk, penuh dengan hasutan dan pilih kasih, blog cium bontot, rivalry sana sini, blog siapa paling famous, blog puji diri sendiri sebab ramai pengikut, blog menunjuk-nunjuk secara excessive, blog perasan bagus.
Wah, banyak sebenarnya jenis-jenis blog ni.
I miss the old blogging days di mana blog is just a blog. An online diary where you jot your thoughts down. It's not about competition, it's not about followers, fame nor money. And it's definitely not about putting your fellow comrades down.
I'm a blogger veteran, tho it's a self-proclaim title, but I've been blogging since 2002 and there wasn't even a 'blogosphere'!
I mean people/strangers didn't even read your blog, so anonymous fuckers tak wujud lah. And even if they did, they usually just shrugged it off "oh, it's just an online journal".
But now, it's like a competition, saya beli barang ni harga 3000 ribu, awak mampu? kinda deal.
Now it's about aku banyak followers serta comments, anda ada berapa? saya sangatlah femes, awak jeles? Sila tengok daily hits saya, beribu raban.
Now it's about dengki sesama blogmates, tulis entries khas untuk si polan, digging through their archives, kutuk sana sini.
Oh please.
The innocence of plain ol blogging has been tainted.
Nowadays, blogging world penuh dengan drama.
Oh wait, it's written by women.
Women LOVES drama.
(statement penuh ikhlas)
I mean I seriously don't give a fuck lah kalau diorg nak tulis pasal kehidupan seharian (cause that's what I write and draw about basically), tapi kalau dah sesi kutuk mengutuk, jealous sana sini apahal?
Blogosphere has turned into another spanish soap opera. As if you're spitting shit outta your ass.
That's what I think dunia blogging is all about. Shit coming out from your ass.
(alamak, bontot kelabu asap..haha, ntah kenapa bila aku upload gambar ni tetiba tukar kaler, lantak la nok, ni kira bontot pakai foundation..bak kata Peej hahahah)
(alamak, bontot kelabu asap..haha, ntah kenapa bila aku upload gambar ni tetiba tukar kaler, lantak la nok, ni kira bontot pakai foundation..bak kata Peej hahahah)
Monday, October 26, 2009
Pumpkin Carving
I picked, bought and carved my own little pumpkin yesterday!!
Ok, tipulah part yang beli tu, cause mom bought it for us, harga 4 dollars each. Haha..siap ingat harga ok.
Well, we were supposed to buy those pumpkins kat this one plantation ke apa jadah, tapi tutup pulak hari Ahad. So we had to go to Walmart..tho it's cheaper, but you can't get many choices lah. Tinggal yang buruk buruk, kecik dan busuk.
And saya juga learned something new while di Walmart, I saw a gigantic gourd! Haha..sebesar pumpkin! Selalunya gourd yang aku nampak kecik cenonet, ni besar gilaaaa. Terus macam teruja. Dah lah bentuk lawa-lawa..haha...
Anyway, we got back and started carving!! Anna and her bf came too.
Sorrylah there are not many pictures cause I was busy cleaning the pumpkin guts out.
Playing with the guts!! It was fun. And yet slimy. Geli lah. Busuk pulak tu.
Oklah, not really busuk, bau sayur lembik. Haha..
But it was a pain in the ass to clean the guts. Especially the stringy part. I know some people don't really care about their pumpkin being super clean, but I do!
JR's drunken Jack O Lantern. Siap ada lidah ok! You can't really see the tongue here. Kelakar gila!
I didn't take Anna's sebab tak sempat. I was so busy cleaning and shaving the goddamn pumkin. Carving is EASY, but SHAVING ISN'T!!!
Penat!!!
So after like 30 mins or something, I passed the deeds to Don. Hahah...tangan aku lenguh ok. Dah lah mengantuk, nak terkench, terberak semua ada. Ha. (ok, itu adalah alasan semata-mata sebab aku cuma nak suruh Don habiskan je. Haha)
Menggedik sambil si pakcik bertungkus lumus menghabiskan our pumpkin.
Hey, it was fun at first, tapi lama-lama jadi tedious. Especially ours, sebab our pumpkin required shaving.
Work that pumpkin baby!!
Setelah beberapa jam (seriously, it took us like 3 hours to finish this goddamn pumpkin!!), and this proud owner of the pumpkin (dimana hard worknya di buat oleh monyet kesayangan) presents..............
hahahahah!!!!
We've decided to take a different approach than plain ol' Jack o Lantern, and he came out with this!!
Clever huh!!??
Credits to Don of course. Sebab aku memang duduk mengomel je. haha..
Anyhow, remember the seeds and the guts from the pumpkins? Yeah. Melody took them and baked them!
Boleh?
Yay!!
It was a very fun day for me!
Ok, I have another entry pending, sebab kalau tak buat, sampai bila bila lah takkan terbuat. Unless kalau korang nak buatkan???! (eh, apakah tetiba...)
ok. bai!
Ok, tipulah part yang beli tu, cause mom bought it for us, harga 4 dollars each. Haha..siap ingat harga ok.
Well, we were supposed to buy those pumpkins kat this one plantation ke apa jadah, tapi tutup pulak hari Ahad. So we had to go to Walmart..tho it's cheaper, but you can't get many choices lah. Tinggal yang buruk buruk, kecik dan busuk.
And saya juga learned something new while di Walmart, I saw a gigantic gourd! Haha..sebesar pumpkin! Selalunya gourd yang aku nampak kecik cenonet, ni besar gilaaaa. Terus macam teruja. Dah lah bentuk lawa-lawa..haha...
Anyway, we got back and started carving!! Anna and her bf came too.
Sorrylah there are not many pictures cause I was busy cleaning the pumpkin guts out.
Playing with the guts!! It was fun. And yet slimy. Geli lah. Busuk pulak tu.
Oklah, not really busuk, bau sayur lembik. Haha..
But it was a pain in the ass to clean the guts. Especially the stringy part. I know some people don't really care about their pumpkin being super clean, but I do!
JR's drunken Jack O Lantern. Siap ada lidah ok! You can't really see the tongue here. Kelakar gila!
I didn't take Anna's sebab tak sempat. I was so busy cleaning and shaving the goddamn pumkin. Carving is EASY, but SHAVING ISN'T!!!
Penat!!!
So after like 30 mins or something, I passed the deeds to Don. Hahah...tangan aku lenguh ok. Dah lah mengantuk, nak terkench, terberak semua ada. Ha. (ok, itu adalah alasan semata-mata sebab aku cuma nak suruh Don habiskan je. Haha)
Menggedik sambil si pakcik bertungkus lumus menghabiskan our pumpkin.
Hey, it was fun at first, tapi lama-lama jadi tedious. Especially ours, sebab our pumpkin required shaving.
Work that pumpkin baby!!
Setelah beberapa jam (seriously, it took us like 3 hours to finish this goddamn pumpkin!!), and this proud owner of the pumpkin (dimana hard worknya di buat oleh monyet kesayangan) presents..............
OUR VERY OWN VAULT BOY!!
hahahahah!!!!
We've decided to take a different approach than plain ol' Jack o Lantern, and he came out with this!!
Clever huh!!??
Credits to Don of course. Sebab aku memang duduk mengomel je. haha..
Anyhow, remember the seeds and the guts from the pumpkins? Yeah. Melody took them and baked them!
Makan pumpkin seeds sambil shaving pumpkin.
Boleh?
Yay!!
It was a very fun day for me!
Ok, I have another entry pending, sebab kalau tak buat, sampai bila bila lah takkan terbuat. Unless kalau korang nak buatkan???! (eh, apakah tetiba...)
ok. bai!
