Women and Blogging

I admit that I'm not a very friendly person, tho I can be quite chatty at times, tapi tengok masa lah jugak. I usually don't approach people, cuma yang sedihnya, if I don't approach, memang tak der orang nak approach aku dulu. Sebab aku mengeluarkan aura-aura sombong kot. Haha

Or maybe they're thinking "holy shit, it's Alia, she's like the greatest person EVER. She's so electrifying! My legs are frozen out of amazement."

Hahahahahaha

So anyway, I know this sounds so 'wtf', but I seriously don't know how to be "friendly" online. Gila tak? Online lah paling senang nak bikin member. I don't know how to sapa-menyapa people when they're online and I admit, I don't bother to tanya khabar. Haha. gila sombong.

I mean don't get me wrong lah, if you message me, I'll reply lah, tak der lah aku nak menyombong cakap "what the hell do you want" kan. Tu sumpah nak kena baling batu kat muka. But I don't know how to flourish my online acquaintances status. I'm not the type yang suka jaga tepi kain orang, hari hari tanya hari ni makan apa, buat apa, pergi mana.

Sebab tu jugaklah I don't go around and terjah blog-blog orang selain daripada those blogs yang I'm familiar with.

Maybe jugak aku menyampah baca blog-blog yang suka kutuk mengutuk, penuh dengan hasutan dan pilih kasih, blog cium bontot, rivalry sana sini, blog siapa paling famous, blog puji diri sendiri sebab ramai pengikut, blog menunjuk-nunjuk secara excessive, blog perasan bagus.

Wah, banyak sebenarnya jenis-jenis blog ni.

I miss the old blogging days di mana blog is just a blog. An online diary where you jot your thoughts down. It's not about competition, it's not about followers, fame nor money. And it's definitely not about putting your fellow comrades down.

I'm a blogger veteran, tho it's a self-proclaim title, but I've been blogging since 2002 and there wasn't even a 'blogosphere'!

I mean people/strangers didn't even read your blog, so anonymous fuckers tak wujud lah. And even if they did, they usually just shrugged it off "oh, it's just an online journal".

But now, it's like a competition, saya beli barang ni harga 3000 ribu, awak mampu? kinda deal.

Now it's about aku banyak followers serta comments, anda ada berapa? saya sangatlah femes, awak jeles? Sila tengok daily hits saya, beribu raban.

Now it's about dengki sesama blogmates, tulis entries khas untuk si polan, digging through their archives, kutuk sana sini.

Oh please.

The innocence of plain ol blogging has been tainted.

Nowadays, blogging world penuh dengan drama.

Oh wait, it's written by women.

Women LOVES drama.
(statement penuh ikhlas)

I mean I seriously don't give a fuck lah kalau diorg nak tulis pasal kehidupan seharian (cause that's what I write and draw about basically), tapi kalau dah sesi kutuk mengutuk, jealous sana sini apahal?


Blogosphere has turned into another spanish soap opera. As if you're spitting shit outta your ass.

That's what I think dunia blogging is all about. Shit coming out from your ass.
(alamak, bontot kelabu asap..haha, ntah kenapa bila aku upload gambar ni tetiba tukar kaler, lantak la nok, ni kira bontot pakai foundation..bak kata Peej hahahah)