I know I promised myself no more hate-related post...tapi hati ni dah membara-bara sakit. Kalau tak lepaskan nanti jadi bom nuklear...lagi hebat dari gunung berapi.
I think aku berasa amat fragile nowadays sebab I know I'm going home in a few days and I have to leave my only supporting pillar and I oso know I have to deal with orang-orang yang I don't really fancy. Kalau kat sini, aku tak perlu tengok manusia tu kan, being here is an escape for everything.
Life is actually a wonder over here. Lantak lah korang nak cakap aku lupa daratan ke apa, but the truth is, I FOUND my daratan (ai kan separa mat sallehh...hahaha!). I enjoy my life over here, maybe jugak lah sebab utama is because Don is here, and secondly, kat sini I don't have to deal with kiasu people (most of the time lah).
I read Fena's latest entry and I couldn't agree more. Kenapa orang-orang kita amat kiasu ha? I mean I know lah kiasu people's everywhere, even kat sini pon ada jugak. But selama aku kat sini, tak pernah lah jugak aku experience excessive selfishness.
Like for example, kau tengah beratur, and you got caught on a conversation yang sangat interesting sampai tak sedar line dah kedepan, you don't see people actually potong your queue. They'd either keep quite (and most probably mumble something like "move people, move") or tap on your shoulder and ask you to go forward.
Kalau kat Malaysia...wah, every chance they've got, terus nak menyelit.
Tak dernye nak berbudi bahasa.
According to my reliable source, white people would just let shit pass them. Like when you're in a cab, and the cab driver's taking you off course, most white people would just keep quiet or whispering to each other "I think he took the wrong turn...yes he took the wrong turn" and never tell the cab driver until too late.
He kept on saying that's a bad thing, but imho, aku lagi rela orang macam tu. Hahahah. Because they would generally appear as "nice".
In Fena's entry, masa dia tengah pilih barang, tetiba je ada tangan terselit and sebok pilih barang jugak. And when you look at that person, dia akan buat muka toya macam "why are you looking at me".
What the hell.
I'm not looking at you, I'm looking at YOUR STUPIDITY.
I could understand lah her position masa tu, she even said she was taken aback, terkejut gila on her rudeness sampai tak terkata. I would too. But over the years, I've learned that these type of people cannot di biarkan.
I feel like if we don't say anything, they'd keep on doing that as if whatever that they're doing is right. So thats why I've changed myself...to be more vocal. What? Bukannya aku mencarut depan dia, I'd put it on my best manner as possible.
I would tell them nicely.
And most of them would be taken aback jugak. Like "what? did she just tell me to line up?". Seriously!
Most of the people yg aku tegur, they'd be so shocked sebab agaknya dia tak sangka ada orang tegur dia kot, and usually they'd say "sori sori" and line up kat belakang. Or some would just keep quiet and walk away sebab malu kot.
Tak pernah lah pulak tiba-tiba dia buat tantrum menjawab balik cakap "suka hati aku lah dogol".
IF lah aku dapat manusia yang menjawab balik...aduh, that's gonna be a hard one..sebab my words are faster than the speed of light...and my fist is faster oso.
Bayangkan makcik kurang ajar tu kena tumbuk sambil di maki.
Oklah, nak tidur. Makanan Mexican tadi membuatkan aku terjaga dari tidur utk memberak.