Siapa bilang gadis Melayu tak menawan?

I know I've made a post about this a long, long, long, long, long time ago. Tapi kali ni rasa nak mengeluarkan unsur unsur naga sakti lagi sekali.

What is it with us dengan keindahan paras rupa? Physically speaking lah ni.

You know lah I have this picture of Don and I as my phone's wallpaper.

Padahal dua-dua muka tonyok....oklah, I looked good, but he looked ridiculous! Hahahahaha...(sempat kutuk, what the hell.. hahaha)

And iPhone kan screen dia gabak, so bila aku letak atas meja (after used - so screen masih belum gelap) orang keliling agaknya akan tertengok jugak phone aku, maybe diorg nak fikir "Wah, berlagak sial si Alia ni, nak menunjuk-nunjuk lah iPhone dia tu", tapi agaknya fikiran keji diorg tu terbantut bila ternampak our picture.

Pastu mesti lah tanya "Ehh, who's that guy???" dengan nada eksaited.

And of course lah I replied "Oh, tu my boyfriend, soon to be my husband". Hahah..ok memang keji jawapan aku, abis tu, dah tanya, aku jawab lah dengan sepenuh hati kan.

Tapi I noticed, setiap kali je lepas aku cakap he's my bf, terus muka diorg berubah, macam terkejut.

"Your bf??? Wahh, you have a mat salleh bf ahh??"

Tersentap okayyy.

No, bukan sebab aku jeles sebab diorg cakap dia hensem ke cute ke apa., but sentap cause I know at the back of their mind, diorg tak expect si gemok hodoh ni ada bf.

I don't like ok. From their reactions je aku boleh speculate macam macam.

Do I have to be berkulit putih??
Do I have to be berhidung mancung??
Do I have to be super skinny macam super model??
Do I have to be pretty??
DO I HAVE TO BE ON PAR WITH HIM TO HAVE HIM??

I admit, aku ni bukannya lawa mana pon, but it doesn't give you to rights to judge me incapable of attracting a guy.

Cara diorg jawab tu serupa jugak macam aku cakap "Wah, itu kereta kau ke?? Kau mampu jugak ye beli kereta??? Kagum"

You get it now?

Subliminally, I'm saying you're poor.

Sama jugak in this context, subliminally you're saying I'm ugly.

Kenapa kita pentingkan paras rupa instead of hati seseorang itu? We take pride on their good looks, and ignore their perwatakkan.

I might have an unattractive appearance, but you don't know what's inside me do you? Obviously I'm beautiful inside since I have someone to share his life with me.

Lagi satu, why is it kalau perempuan Melayu yang bercouple dengan non-Melayu/Malaysian orang akan expect you to have a sexy/whorish appearance or you're somewhat a mixed (races) product?

Kenapa, you think orang orang yang muka separa-Angelina Jolie-separa-Sharifah Aini je ke yang mampu attract partner berlainan kaum? (motif Sharifah Aini?? Haha)

Memang lah muka aku Melayu tulen, memang lah aku tak pakai mini skirt nampak panties, but just because I don't have all these 'traits' doesn't mean I can't have an international partner (International gituuu hahaha)...or any guy.

It's how you conduct yourself. Kalau muka kau orang boleh mati tengok sebab lawa sangat, tapi perangai macam taik, apa guna.

Beauty deteriorates.

Nanti kau dah tua, dah lah perangai hodoh, muka pon hodoh.

If you're with someone because for that one reason; their beauty, then you're a fricking idiot.


Ok memang hari ini perasaan membara-bara. Sila abaikan. Now I'm hungry.