Alia hates

I'm struggling here la pipol. What, you think I don't want to update kahhh?? GRR!

Wah, marah. Haha..

So yeah, Eid was normal this year..well, it was hella fun considering I didn't get to celebrate it last year (cause I was in Amerikah yall). I'm sure yours went swell too. No need to ask la kan, perhaps it was a bit mundane this year cause we are a year older, and you know what it means; the older you get, the more money you have to give..haha.

But I oso got duit raya what! Cause my grandma was like "Alia masih cucu Opah, nah duit raya"

And to think that I'm gonna leave her once I get married :(

I lap you Opah!!!

Now I'm depressed again..crap.

I mean how can I not be lah. I really don't want to leave my family but I oso want to be with him. I'm so torn..things wouldn't have been so complicated if I was born an American (lol, perasan omputeh kejap waddehel).

I love my family so darn much, and I love his family too.

This truly sucks balls.

Anyho, I received a very devastating news about someone I know whose name I shall not mention. But hey, if you're reading this (which I doubt cause you're so fucking stupid to use the internet), I just want to tell you that,

YOU ARE A FUCKING IDIOT. 

Yeah. I would have said it right to your fucking face if I have the rights to intervene.

But unfortunately, I don't. And plus, I know I shouldn't cause it'd just fuck everything up.

Wait, it's already fucked up.

And it's all your fault you fucking cheating son of a bitch.

You screwed your family over some dumb bitch with 3 kids.
Really? Another 3 more extra baggages?

And to my utmost surprise, SHE KNEW ABOUT YOUR CURRENT MARITAL STATUS. AND SHE'S A FUCKING TEACHER.

A TEACHER WAS SUPPOSED TO TEACH GOOD MORALES TO CHILDREN.

I have no respect left for you.
And you're supposed to be so fucking pious, a fatherly figure, and yet YOU HAVE BEEN CHEATING BEHIND YOUR FAMILY'S BACK FOR 2 FUCKING YEARS!!!!

You have 3 children OMG and the eldest is 17 years old who's taking his SPM THIS YEAR and a 12 year old daughter whose UPSR exam is TODAY.

Do you even know what you've done to them?? You've ripped every part of their soul when they found out about your extra marital affair THROUGH YOUR ARGUMENT WITH YOUR WIFE.

Just how heartless are you?

You came from a broken family yourself and you knew how hard it was for you growing up, and yet here you are, DOING THE SAME THING TO YOUR KIDS WHAT YOUR PARENTS DID TO YOU.

You are a full grown man, you're 40+ years old for heaven's sake. Use your fucking brain.

You have everything, what else do you want?

Oh wait, obviously a new vagina, you fucking dick.
BUT TO THINK ABOUT IT, HERS ISN'T ENTIRELY NEW, SOMEONE ELSE POPPED HER CHERRY. SO WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT FROM HER YOU MOTHERFUCKER?!

Just someone to court cause you've got some self-esteem issues previously? And now you've moved to the city, you got to know some Datos and Datins, you've finally been to clubs and lounges, you think you're hot shit now?

Or you just need a new companion? Then why the fuck are you still with your wife, you selfish prick?!

You have been making your wife miserable these 2 years, you bitched at her for everything that she did, you bitched at her for everything that she did not do. She suffered mentally and physically just to try to make you happy for all the fucking time. You even blamed your wife for the death of your mother?? REALLY?

What did your wife do to deserve all these?!

I swear if she knew this is just your justification for YOU CHEATING ON HER, she wouldn't have suffered like this! I'm pretty sure she'd just clammed your puny balls to u-haul and let the truck drags you to YOUR BITCH.

I know it's hard for her to leave him because he's been her husband for 18 years, but I don't know what's the reason of keeping him any longer cause he clearly doesn't love her anymore.

It's bullshit talk when someone says they can be fair in polygamy. Ha. Right, as if you don't have preferences. As if you wouldn't compare.

I always thought shit like this wouldn't happen to anyone close to me and it's all a made up drama on TV...but boy, I was wrong.

/sigh

I'm just really...sad...can you not see what you've done to your wife? She's been crying for days, she looks so tired and vulnerable..can you not see what you've done to your children? They're really upset and angry...and I really really wish they wouldn't end up hating the world just because they have a fucked up father like you.

You've screwed up big time.

I will NEVER accept you as a family member EVER AGAIN.


What saddens me the most is that, I just can't understand WHY?

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO CHEAT?