Wednesday, July 31, 2013

I might be seeking professional help

Oh gosh, lama gila tak update blog.
Tetiba pulak hari ni terasa nak update.

Sebenarnya, banyak benda dah berlaku ke atas diri beta ini (chewaahh, masih lagi beranggapan diri sendiri berdarjat tinggi hahah)

Eh which got me thinking, kalau aku sukahati gelar diri sendiri "beta" dlm blog sendiri, nanti kena saman ke? Hahaha..mana tau, isu isu sentitip ni amat sensitip dengan isu sentitip

Anyways, the reason why I stopped writing was because banyak sangat benda berlaku sampai tak tau apa nak update dulu. Last last terus tak update. Hahahahah

Betul la.

Even sekarang pun aku tak der point nak tulis, padahal dah set dalam otak nak cerita pasal recent trip (which was not so recent dah).
Sebab bila start type dlm blog je, terus ...hilang.

During those hiatus months, satu blog pun aku tak jenguk.
Aku tak tau napa aku ada this ugly attitude...I mean bila tiba mood malas nak update blog, blog sendiri pun rasa disgusted nak bukak.

Seriously, masa tu la rasa mcm "ewwwwwwwww kenapa aku ada blog", "kenapa blog aku buruk sangat" "kenapa contents blog aku mcm sampah" kenapa kenapa kenapa

Terus aku tak bukak langsung.

Blog orang lain pun aku tak baca. Sebab aku rasa kenapa aku perlu baca life orang lain yang dah semestinya lagi best dari life aku.

Hahah....sebab bila aku baca how happy your marriage is, or how beautiful your wedding was, or how awesome your kid's birthday party was.....aku rasa mcm useless person.

Lagi sakit hati kalau baca orang tu pergi travel sana sini, makan steak 2 kg ke (haha!), celebrate your 4th anniversary with your husband......you know stuff that I don't get to do.

So aku rasa mcm kenapa aku nak dwell dgn perasan iri hati aku ni when I can just stop reading?

Hahahahahaha ye aku memang saikosis!

Then a couple of months later, baru kebosanan melanda.....and the makcik kepoh inside me is screaming .....I need my daily intake of gossips and I need to read about other people's lives!!

Hahahahahahahaha

Alia is saikosis.


The End.
ahahah sebenarnya entry tak de point tapi sebab kemaruk nak type panjang panjang. hahaha

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11 comments:

  1. But, what u said is true :)
    Even I myself pun pelik apa yang bestnya baca belog orang, instag orang, fb orang, tengok life orang yang super awesome, seeing their living their life doing benda yang kita tak dapat nak buat, rasa envy gila-gila. hahahahaha

    Tapi I seriously envy u juga, u get to couple with someone like don, pergi trip, pandai melukis somemore. See, even u rasa your life is useless, tapi ada je orang yang envy u (macam i lah).

    Okbai.

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  2. "kenapa contents blog aku mcm sampah". haha. gila! i selalu tertunggu-tunggu entri u kottt. sometimes i rasa entri i pun sampah. bila baca balik..ape lah benda ni pun layak tulis buat entri. hahah

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  3. tq for highlighting part malas baca blog org tu... aku pon rasa camtu... aku dh lah blom ada anak and laki jauh so of coz bila melihat entry kegembiraan mereka buat aku meroyan tanpa sebab.. hahaha..(alasan.. padahal mmg kaki royan)

    and yes.. aku rasa kita patut rasa blog kita mcm sampah.. klu kita rasa blog kita sgt hebat maka kita terbukti sebagai manusia yg poyo dan bak kata kau saikosis (walaupun aku x pasti sgt apa maksud tu... hahaha)

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  4. jom nari gendut gendut.
    life is a bottle of jam.
    it's there and it's gone.
    ahha. just crazy ramblings.

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  5. hahah.. tahu perasaan tu.. tapi beza i ngn u that.. u got readers.. and I don't know if anyone ever read my blog of no beside of my boyfriend that read my blog.. he always want me to update.. after that.. I open dashboard and try to write something.. then poof! suddenly blank.. instead of that.. I start 9gagging and read other's blog.. uhuk.. i did bookmark ur blog bcause i love the truth of perspective u see in several life and i love ur funny story.. also ur simple doodle.. well.. i guess.. i dah buat satu post kat sini.. =P miss ur update.. known u from my sister..

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  6. Ahaa ade pon update. Aku rase ok je bace blog ko. At least ada jugak senasib ngan aku mengharungi long distance relationship. Bahahaha. Tu je la. Lain2 ko citer pasal ko penah visit dorg kat sana... Aku pon jeles sbb aku lom mampu lagi ke tahap tu. dan jeles ko lukis semua cecantik dan kemas eventho simple. Haha.

    So, kat mana la sampahnya bila entry ko banyak buat org gelak ketawa hepi2... Plus ko ade readers kot. Lain la aku... Meraban je kat blog sendiri tu... Tapi ada aku kisah org baca tak baca... Hahahaha

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  7. hahaha selalu je rasa macam tu ok. blog macam sampah (memang pun sebenarnya haha tapi lantak lah) lepas tu baca pasal life orang lain yang happy banyak duit shopping semua benda terus depressed.

    teruk haha

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  8. Tapi i envy dgn ur life. Patutkah i stop reading this blog. Haha.

    Selamat hari raya Alia! :)

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  9. you must not stoppppppppp!

    you're always my favourite blogger.

    really. :(

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  10. maybe just a phase. I lg bes, hide, change url all and left my blog for my own 'for old time sake' review purpose (not that I have lots of readers to begin with :P)But, I rasa me sebab sampai satu phase rasa mcm "amende aku syok sendiri nih" hahhaha. But pls... u jgn lak hide, delete or stop blogging... nnti rindu nk stalk u... akakakakka :P

    ~silent mildly stalking reader~

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  11. alia.

    aku nk email address hang. agak penting jugak la ni.

    psal visa n proses kawen2 ngan org over the sea ni. specially org over the sea mcm don yg tak netap di mesia. rata2 aku jmpa.. sume yg stay etlis 6bulan dh.

    and i know uve been super bz lately. just try my luck. hurmmm...


    pls eh alia. tq vry the much much.

    alis_mysara@yahoo.com
    just in case.


    dadaaaa~

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