Haha..yeah..I made him say that phrase over and over again ever since the first night he told me...cause I love hearing it. :D
You know... I don't know what will I do if I ever lose him...I can't imagine myself being alone without him..I won't be able to hear his laughter, his sweet voice telling me that he loves me, I won't be able to argue with him, there'd be no more of him raising his voice at me cause I won't listen to him, there'd be no more arguments on how stubborn I am for not admitting how stubborn I am.......it's just...my world would be empty.
And I don't know how I can move on.
I don't know whether I have the strength to keep going like this person. She lost her husband a couple of months ago, in her arms, and she writes to ease the pain.
The things that she writes, touch me. And makes me realize that death is inevitable. I should learn how to appreciate my love ones more. I should say "I love you" for every opportunity that I get. I want to be there with them whenever I can.
I know that my family reads my blog....
To Mak/Apak/Nyah/Zahin/Dhia, though I'm not the emotionally-extrovert kind of daughter/sister, but I just want you to know that, I love you. No matter how far we are (or will be) physically, I'll always be close to you. I know that you'll be truly sadden when I'll change my name to Alia M. one day, but I just want you to know that it's not the name that matters, it's who I am. I will always be an Alia S.
and to my darling Don, thank you for being there for me, thank you for pulling me up when I needed a lift, thank you for loving me even when I'm in doubt, and thank you for seeing the best in me when I'm in my worst.
You guys are truly my wind beneath my wings.